This has been a tough grief day for me, and I can’t even pinpoint any specific reasons for it. Sometimes that’s just how it is, that those waves seem to come with no apparent warning. I’ve been feeling it acutely, not having my person to talk through and process my day with, purge things weighing on me, share things I’m anticipating or am excited about, discuss things about the kids or finances or the house or my job or health or church or or or…. It’s awfully lonely, not having someone physically here to help shoulder the burden(s) or celebrate the successes, to just have fun with, or simply hold me when I cry. Very very lonely.
