Still Being Smelted

This painting, Kate Lee's "Flaxen Cords," now hangs in my bedroom. I love its symbolism and simple beauty. I'm sure over time it will come to mean different things to me, but for now it is a visual representation of moving through grief and overcoming personal trials. When I first came across the painting online the accompanying description immediately resonated with me: "Cords have the ability to…

Last week over spring break the kids and I were able to get away for a few days to stay at a resort in Midway. A massive thank you to the wonderful group of college friends who so generously made the trip possible for our family. Despite Midway being quite close to us (only about half an hour away), neither the kids or I had ever been…

Happy Easter! Wasn't General Conference wonderful this weekend? (And it wasn't just me? That an unusually large percentage of the talks were about loss, death, missing loved ones, and the Resurrection? Wow. Hard in some ways so soon after losing Kendall, but also reassuring to feel how aware Heavenly Father is of our family, and knows exactly what comfort we will need in the next six months.)…

This part of the journey is not fun, and we're just barely dipping our toes in. But our family is choosing to focus on the word "gentle" as we interact with each other during this season. We sat down together and talked about how this is hard for all of us (even Mom), and there will be times (often, and sometimes unexpectedly) when we feel grumpy, or…

(I did just go back and watch the talks from the funeral, and gak! How did I manage to say "mission farewell" TWICE?!?! Meant mission HOMECOMING both times. Yeesh.) I wanted to share another thing from last Tuesday that made the day memorable for us. After the dedicatory prayer at the graveside service, I popped up (sorry, bishop, for not giving you a heads up about that)…

What a wonderful experience those viewings and that funeral were. Hard, yes, but also so so joyous. I thought the speakers, the music, everything was just right. Thank you to the many people who participated, attended or viewed remotely, or helped in any way to make everything come together. I especially loved attending the viewing on Monday night, when I was able to be there (without my…

This is a picture of the kids and I about to go in to the viewing early this morning. I don't have the official pictures that were taken throughout the day yet. (Stay tuned?) I wanted to post a link to the recording of today's funeral, for anyone who wanted to attend but was unable to. (Apologies for my youngest's loud crying at parts in the background-…

For those who are unable to attend Kendall's viewing or funeral in person but will still be watching the funeral over Zoom, here is a copy of the program.

You can find Kendall Sawyer's obituary at https://www.bergmortuary.com/obituaries/Kendall-Sawyer/#!/Obituary Kendall's funeral will be this coming Tuesday, March 30, at 10:30 a.m. at a Latter-day Saint chapel in Provo. A small viewing will be held prior from 9:00-10:00 a.m. Due to COVID restrictions, seating at the funeral will be limited and attendance will be by invitation only. All are invited to watch a live stream broadcast over Zoom at …

Kendall passed away this evening. More details to follow. Thank you for all of the kind thoughts and prayers for our family.